incoherent ramblings

i know i dun hv enough sleep every nite but still i wun go to bed early... something is terribly wrong with me... anywayz, been working hard to close more deals and today, i had a meeting with a big fish.... monday another meeting with the same big fish.... hope all soon soon chop chop close and hosey liao for the next few months... thinking of refocussing my attention to more profitable segments of the market.... well for that, i will have to give up some of those work that are taking up too much time for too little money.... geez, money is not easy to make but very easy to spend..... i am working so hard for that extra money coz this year our home expenses are realli high compared to previous years..... nonetheless, life is pretty good for the time-being

i am a bad time organiser, spending so little time playing the guitar lately...... however, i am making good progress on eric clapton's "tears in heaven".... fingerstyle playing is the same as the classical guitar technique so it realli is not a problem for me but i wan to play the piece beautifully with dynamics and feelings and that is difficult.... it requires much patience and practice

trivial question: do you know why eric clapton wrote the song "tears in heaven"? hokay, so you know his son died and he wrote this song to express his pain.... now the real question: do you know how his son died???



(i almost freaked out upon finding out the truth..... i will tell you what happened in another post)



ben is having school holidays now and he is kinda behaving very well after we communicated about what ticks me off... i think he is trying.... now i see that he consciously puts himself into my shoes to try to understand what i am going thru.... as a mom, that is very satisfying

life is short... sometimes realli no pt to think too much or try to aim too high.... hiaz

i hope to take a break for a vacation overseas...... tokyo? rome? italy? mediterranean sea? that would have been so nice.... but ben dislike travelling out of the country so i haven realli travelled much for the last few years

this year ben takes his O level so i hope he performs well and go to ACJC as he had hoped for

time flies so fast, ben is already 16 years old.......... soon, HE WILL BE GOING INTO THE ARMY!!!! Gosh, i am growing old too fast!!!!

hokay i am going to bed soon..... tomorrow is another day where i have much work to do

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