i know i am so emo

emo or depression is worse?

these days i get depressed so easily.... anything can trigger off these negative feelings, e.g. work, finance, ahlongs attack my flat, flat very messy, etc.

i am trying, really trying to be happy

so i tell myself

ODAAT

huh??? hahaha, it is "one day at a time"

live day by day, don't worry so much, achieve whatever i can within a day

pamper myself more

i know these negative feelings wun last, it will soon go away

war and peace

Hi everybody! This is Momo again after quite a long hiatus. Moved house liao... now in Clementi. Did a swift and budget renovation... actually it is more like a salvage, touch-up and repair job...... to make the flat habitable to... me. Also can be called "reinstatement to near original". I couldn't stand the old renovation, so obiang, so tasteless.... so I hacked out all the cornices, all the kitchen cabinets, the wall between the living and kitchen, ripped off one built-in Japanese-inspired sliding door storage, threw away a 70's nightclub huge petal ceiling light, all the other ceiling lights, the old aircon, redo the entire wiring, changed squat wc to seat wc and threw away the other wc and changed new, repainted the ex-colourful flat into just white and lily white..... phew!!! Now, my flat is quite bare and not enough storage to organise my things, which means that whatever I moved into this flat are mostly sprawled across the floors in all the rooms. I told my friends it is still messy just like after the tsunami swept in. BTW my flat was struck by the loansharks. Scary. Just before I started the renovation. (Story for another time). Fast forward...... Now, it is peaceful. (Will attached pictures soon).